just ranting

It's been one week since I started my practicum in the school. Trying to get used to this whole thing about being a teacher and trying to understand the social culture of the school..

Not an easy task :S

Neither do lesson planning..

I wonder why we need such a detail lesson plan (3-5 pages for a lesson plus reflection) whilst the other teachers just need to 'fill in the blanks' for half a page for their lesson plan..Unfair..

Oh well... I am just a trainee teacher..

I have been in a rather emotionally difficult situation for the past two months or so.

Is it because of a 3rd person?

Is it because of me?

I don't know..

I myself am very unclear of the situation.

Felt like I'm trapped in between.

Sad..sad case

I try not too think about it too much..

But I guess it hasn't affect my work so far..which is good

In the mean time.. I just go on with my life

Life is never meant to be easy right?

How I miss those traveling days..

I miss traveling!!!

Hoping to go for a holiday soon..

Btw..131 days till end of KPLI

I just set up my countdown on igoogle :D

xxx

Practicum..

Oh my...

can't believe that it's finally here...

starting from tomorrow

10 weeks of practicum.. scary..

Despite the minor glitches we had with the school earlier..

hope everything will turn out to be OK

Gambate neh!

Despite the personal-related matter I faced earlier..

I'm going to be strong..

Personal matters and work-related matter are two different things.

I'm going to be 'PROFESSIONAL' in dealing with it..

xxx

We are just human beings

Who knows what lies ahead of you?

Do you know who is going to be by your side 20, 30 or 40 years from now?

How do you know that you are making the right decision?

We can't see the future..

Some may predict what might happen..

But one will never be sure..

I thought I have found love..

But was it really?

Was I sure? Am I sure?

I do not know.

Maybe I did..

But then again..

Can it stand through all the roughs of life?

People change..

There are many things one needs to consider.

Love grows, love fades..

Who to be held responsible if your relationship succeed or failed?

You? Me?

Again..We are just human beings..

I have always believe that once I believe I'm in love then that's it..

One doesn't need a break up..

One doesn't need to find new love..

But then again..

Why do we hear stories of break ups and divorces?

Why did one even think they are in exception of all these?

We are just human beings..

xxx